মঙ্গলবার, ১৯ মার্চ, ২০১৩

Hamida (Choti golpo)

Mama ra ghotona gulo bolbo. Ami shotty ekjon oporadhy hoye kauke bolte na pere nijer vitorkar bojha gulo ke bariye felesy. Ar na pere apander kache bolchy. Ami ajj ja bolchy tar ekborno mithhe noy. Jodi biswas hoy to pore montobbo korben. Noyto shudhu mithe kotha vebe mithhe bady bolben.
 Mama ra amake dekhle keu oi rokom manush vabbe na. Ami nitanto shadashidhe ekjon manush. Khub choto bela theke modhhobitto poribare boro hoyechy. Khub normal life lead korechy. Je paraya thaktum shekhankar shobai khub marjito o vodro chele bole e janto ar amar example dito. But amar vitore je ekta kutshit mon manoshikota kaj korto ta kokhonoi ami vashay ba amar kaje korme prokash kortum na. Even kono din parar kono meyeder dike takatum na. Adda martum na. Ugro ba baje chelder sathe mishtum na. Kono din school kamai kory ni. College university to noy e.
 Ajj ami bibahito. Amar ghore futfute duty shontan royeche. Kintu ami amar previous life a ja korechy jar shakhhy shudhu jar shonge korechy shei. Ami ajo oporadh feel kory. Vonita bad diye shuru korlum mama ra.
 Ami tokhon class eight a pory. Togboge kishore. Matha chara diye uthe shob shomoy vitorkar ripu gulo. Kokhono shojjo korte pary kokhono ba hat mere khanto hoi. Shobar samne valo thakar chesta kory. Amon ekta vab kori je vaja machty ulte khete jani na.
 Amader grammer bary theke ekjon kajer meye ana holo. Boyoshe amar cheye kichu boro hobe. Vishon shunddor tar shorirer gothon. Takiye thaky. Kichu boli na. Ami to lok dekhano vodro. Meyety thake amader ranna ghore. Ami je room a thaky tar majhkhane shudhu ekta space. Tar por ranna ghor. Ami rater bela daily chot fot kory, uthe jai. Ranna ghorer kache jai. Dekhi shuye ache meyety. Ulto palta vongite. Buker kichuta udom. Pa duvaj hoye ache. Ami uttejito hoi. Kintu shahosh hoy na. Abar giye chuye thaky. Abar uthe ashy. Kokhono klanto hoye ghumiye pory. Meyetike ami kharap bolbo na. Karon tar cholon kokhono kharap chilo na. Ba achorone o she kokhono mone hoy ni je she oi rokom kichu chai ja ami chai. Amni korte korte 6 mash par hoye gelo. Baba ma gramer bary jaben bole thik korlen. Shudhu amar khauar oshubidha hobe vebe rekhe gelen meyetike. Amar bon royeche je amar boyoshe onek boro. Uni tokhon university te poren.Proshongoto ullekh korsy amra du vai bon.Baba ma chole gelen gramer barite. Amar bon eltu dure tar room a ar ami oi rate jotha rity abaro chot fot korchy ar ranna ghorer pashe jatayat korsy. Amni ek shomoy meyety ghum theke uthe gelo. Ami doure palate chailum. Kintu dourano holo na theke gelum.ashte ashte oporadh mon niyenijer ghorer dike chole ashtesy. Amon shomoy meyety jiggesh korlo" apnar kichu lagbo? Kono oshubidha? Amare bolen na ken. Ami ki uttor debo? Ami thomke gesi dhora porar voye. Ai na dak diye amar apu ke shob bole dei. Ami ghamsy. Kan diye gorom dhua ber hochhe. Ami ki bolbo? Kono uttor dite partesy na.Boro apu jege jete pare. Amar shob lok dekhano valo manushy shesh hoye jabe. Ami amta amta kore meyetike bollum "pani khabo?" othocho pani royeche khabar table er upor ja amar shamne. Meyety bollo "apni room a jan ami pani niye ashtesy". Ami shubodh baloker moto ghore chole elum. Meyety pani diye gelo, ami puro glass pani shesh kore tar hate diye shubodh baloker moto shuye porlum. Shara rat voye chotfot korte korte kokhon ghumiye porechy bolte parbo na. Shokal a ghum vanglo derite. Dekhi apu university chole gese. Barite shudhu ami ar kajer meyety. Kintu ar shahosh hochhe na. Ami voy peye gesy. Karon ami kapurush prokritir. Amar shahosh nei tar shjamne mukh fute bolar je ami toke chai. Toke upovog korte chai , amar joubon jala metate chai. Kintu ashob bolar moto manush ami noi. 12.30 a class ami school a chole gelum. Er modhhe meyetir shonge ar kono kotha ami boli ni. Meyetir chokher dike takiye kotha boli ni. Matha guje nashta korechy. Tar por halka kheye school. Mon nei amar class a . Shudhu voy kaj korse. Na jani kauke bole de. Na jani apu r kache nalish kore. Na jani baba ashl;e nalish kore. Kimba pasher barir kono kajer meyer shonge ashob niye kotha bole. Tokhon ami ar kauke ai mukh dekhate parbo na. Tiffin period a bary chole ashlum. Class ar korbo na. Ashe dekhi apu bashay. Amar voye atta shukiye jabar obostha. Apu r raag dekhe aro voy peye gelum. Dekhlum na amar bishoye kichu noy. Bashay pani nei, tai apu r mejaj kharap. Ami amar ghore shuye achy. Apu khete daklo. Khabar shomoy apu bollo uni unar friends er bashay jaben & shondhayr modhhe fire ashben. Ami jeno bashay thaki. Karon baba ma fone korte paren.
Ami tv dekhsy ar shokto hoye boshe achy. But amar vitor kar oi ripu gulo ki amake shanty dichhe? Bar bar oi meyetyr rater shuye thakar oi drishho gulo mone porse. Meyetike majhe majhe daki eta ota chai. Kokhono chanachur, kokhono cha ai shob shob e vonita.Mama ra shotto kichu bolte gele ai shomosto history chole ashe. Karon ami ja bolchy tar ek borno o mithhe noy. Tv te natok hochhe tokhon btv chara kono channel chilo na. Hotat fone beje uthlo. Baba r gola kono oshubidha hochhe kina jiggesh korlen. Ma kotha bollen khauadauar kono oshibidha hochhe kina sheshob jante chailen. Kajer meyety foner awaj peye doure ashe amay bollo" khaalamma fone korse?
 Ami: haan.Meyety: jigan

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